I've got the winter
blahs. Not that our winter has been that hard -- less rain and
more sunshine than usual, but I've still got the blahs. Part of
it is the season, Christmas is over, Easter is a long way off; part of
it is the grey skies and the fact my husband has been working
out-of-town a lot. But I think my blahs have a lot to do with
being tired of the same-old, same-old. So, I'm resolved to shake
up my routine.
For years I've set a
daily word count for myself, even if the words aren't great, I figured
words on the page were better than a blank page. I usually write
at the computer, or long-hand in a coffee shop. I keep writing
forward, not "wasting" time with rewrites and editing until I'd reached
"The End". I gave myself the weekend off. I bribed myself
with coffee and chocolate to achieve my daily quota of words.
It's a
good routine. One that has served me well. But, I've got
the blahs.
Julia Cameron The Artist's Way
fame recommends artist's dates as a way to fill the creative and
spiritual well. I haven't taken myself on a date for a long time,
so this month, I resolve to go find some fun and different places to
visit or things to do in order to give my blahs a jolt.
I'm also
changing my writing routine. Instead of a word count for the day,
I've divided my day into hourly blocks. So many hours for new
writing, so many hours for re-writing, so many hours for research and
so many hours for reading. That last one is really
exciting. Like most women, I can keep myself busy all day long
with household chores, family commitments and volunteer work,
never mind
trying to wedge writing time into my schedule. Reading
has always been left to the last. Maybe ten minutes before I fall
asleep. Now actually scheduling an hour or so of reading time
during the daylight hours is like winning the jackpot. And, since
reading is on my schedule, I don't feel guilty about neglecting my
chores in order to indulge my habit. The blahs are in serious
trouble!
Just like the
weather, I believe writers go through seasons. Sometimes we're
brimming with new ideas and new life. Other times we hunker down
by the warm fires of our imagination and add depth and layering to our
stories. Sometimes we get the blahs. Each season has its
own gift. I'm glad for the blahs since they encourage me to hunt
for something new, push me beyond my routine, force me from my comfort
zone.
Three cheers for grey
skies. They hold the promise of electricity.